Life can be such a pain sometimes you know? I know I should be blessed to live every day but what’s the point if you can’t have what you want? Sitting down thinking about certain people made me realized you can’t have everything you want no matter how hard you try even if you be nice to them. True they’re just friends but you wanted more. You kinda realized you were lonely. Lonely enough to fall for anybody that cross your eyes. Being lonely is a hard battle if you ask me… you try to fight it off trying to be around with different people or staying home watching random t.v shows and etc… it can really be a pain, it’s like you fighting demons because you wanna push everyone away from you and be lock up in your room all day unless you cooking or using the bathroom or leaving for work. You sit there and wonder when it’s going to end, who going to make it stop or will this pointless battle last forever… I have been out of place lately, my mind is gone 24/7 but I realize I just have to act my normal self, and that stay chilling at all times. Hanging with people who has good vibes, try to get my life back on track no matter who I meet, try to force myself to go out more and make new friends who can lift you up, all these things come to your mind so so easy, but it’s up to you if you wanna make that change. True certain people can make an impact on your life and they leave you for no reason( and no I not talking about my ex) got nothing but love for her…. but in the mean time, I’ll see how this battle go. Thank you for reading if you did.
When I hear music that was made back in 2014-2015 and 2016 I start to reminisce about the days I work in Orlando.
Certain songs always jog back my memories of what I was doing at the time and I found that cool.
So if you just hanging out or taking a drive and start to remember stuff because of a song. Embrace it and enjoy those memories because some are not lucky like you to remember times when they were happy or sad.
Always cherish your memories because we all learn from them and I wish you a good day.
I remember growing up I always dislike my mother. When I was about 4 or 5 she lost me and my siblings to the court system because she wasn’t doing the right thing in life.
When she lost us, she didn’t really try to get us back. Actually, she didn’t try at all. Once she saw how much freedom had with no 4 kids holding her back, it was all fun from that point.
Growing up I didn’t really see my mother as a mother if that makes sense. I saw her as a regular person who births me in this world. I don’t even say mom when she around me, just her first name. Sad but true.
Now that I’m a father myself, I’ll make sure my daughter gets all the love she deserves from me and no matter what I’m doing in life. I’ll always be there.
Just because you have a child doesn’t mean your life end there. I myself still enjoy life and being a parent is also a cool very fun job and I wouldn’t trade it in for anything.
Today I plan on writing all day since I miss a lot of work. Life has been busy but it’s the good busy and I hope life is going well for you.
Being an investigator takes time if you ask me.
Having to study different people, different things, different areas and many more about life.
You’ve to learn about that person. Their schedule, work life, love life or any hobbies they enjoy to do. If he or she has children, what do they do with them and how many do they have and etc.
You see, that sounds like a lot of work to me, definitely for one person. If you ever have to investigate someone because you not sure? think to yourself and ask is it worth it? Do I have the time to study this person? And why am I doing it?
Always remember to worry about yourself and the ones that you love. People come and go but only your soul stays. The only thing you should be investing in your life and how to make it better for you.
I wish you a good evening and I hope you’re not baking in the sun like me.
I realize your last words that you were probably trying to tell me you were going to sleep which is cool so sorry for calling twice. Ya know, that phone call made my day/night. This whole day I was eager to call or even text you but I knew you were busy and I didn’t want to disturb you.
But that the thing though. I could have text or call anybody else but I only wanted to talk to you and you only. Yeah, my day was boring because of the 16h shift but it was all worth it in the end because I got to talk to you.
I really did enjoy our phone conversations tonight. Like I said before, your voice is so soothing and relaxing that I don’t mind listening to you talk but I still found it cool you enjoy listening to me talk, you made me smile.
Even though your day was busy I still hope you had a good one, the shoes you pick out was nice and I’m sure you’ll pick a perfect outfit and I can’t wait to see you in it.
I wish you sweet dreams and good night sleep and I hope you enjoy the letter.
People expect you to give them long answers when they ask you a question and that sucks.
I feel like you should speak how you please. There is always going to be that one person who wants you to explain yourself but want every detail like it matters( unless you really have to).
If you able to get your point across in a short sentence. Then do so.
Remember to choose your words wisely. Ask yourself does this situation need a long paragraph to explain myself or can I use a short sentence and hopefully they’ll understand your point.
The past two days have been gloomy and it might rain all day like it did yesterday. Either way, I wish you a good day!
Two years ago I got called into work on a post for my job with security. It was some shady apartments on South Orange Blossom Trail in Orlando Fl. The street was nice during the day but night time was the danger zone. Any bad thing you can think of was happening on that street and I honestly didn’t like being there but I got used to it.
One day there was almost a fight at the apartments I got called into. I was also working with someone else too but he wasn’t no help lol( Just Saying). Two mans started arguing but I forgot why. I stood right in between of them. I was strong enough to keep them apart.
I quickly realize these dudes didn’t want to fight, they were just acting tough in front of their wives or girlfriends because they were both watching.
I got their attention by calling them pathetic. I wasn’t supposed to say that, it just came out but they both got quiet. I was able to question them and allow them to explain themselves. In the end, it was all a big miss understanding.
I was proud of myself at the end of the day. It’s kinda hard to calm people down when they heated like that but I guess luck was on my side that day. Also, remember words can calm someone down and my co-worker, he was still no help.
I hope you’re having a good Friday!!!
My girlfriend birthday is coming up soon but sadly I’ll be working but I’m still trying to get the day off or switch days with someone else.
Earlier this week I plan a hang out day for us on Friday which is today. I plan to take her to the mall to buy her a Pandora set, out to eat and to the movies. By the way, the Pandora store really has some nice jewelry. I suggest you check them out.
Her mood changes quickly, she was full of laughter when she was picking out the set she wanted. I guess the workers enjoy her company because it took her a good 45 minutes to choose. She was happy and full of joy when she left the store.
I guess that what happens when you make someone day, She low key going through allot at the moment but still can smile and enjoy her day.
Today is gloomy but that not going to stop me from having fun today and I hope you’re having a good one!!!!
Left is too short to be miserable all the time. There are so many things to do in life that you shouldn’t even feel sad in the first place.
If you’re feeling sad, talk to someone. I know so many people who would hold it in beside letting the person know how they feel. I’m not saying it’ll help but it’s a start.
And if you’re able, find the problem of you being miserable, try to correct it. It can be your job, life, bad relationship, toxic people and many more but only you can solve it.
Life is no joke when you’re sad so try your best to be happy, life is better that way and I hope you’re having a great Sunday!! And remember, make sure you smile today!
Some of us have a lot of things to give. Either it’s allotted of blessing, stuff, love, wisdom, advice, lessons and many more.
You should always remember that you should share because you never know what someone is going through. We could use plenty of people who care about this world and I hope one day that happens.
Never forget to share, plenty of things can come to us but that doesn’t mean we should never forget the ones who have nothing to their name.
The God’s has shared enough rain today and I don’t even think they done while I post this blog and I hope you’re having a good day.
One day, you’re going to decide to walk down a path and when you do. Make sure you stand tall.
Allot of things or people will try to knock you off your path to greatness. But you shouldn’t allow them to get close, ignore them and continue on your path.
I’m sure we all had set goals this year and I hope we all on the right path so far. It can be a struggle but we must hang in there because if you don’t walk this path, you’ll see yourself as a failure and you don’t wanna feel that way.
Always be deviant in your path and to never give up. I’m in good mood and don’t know why but I hope I stay like this and I also wish you a good day.