Wondering

Life can be such a pain sometimes you know? I know I should be blessed to live every day but what’s the point if you can’t have what you want? Sitting down thinking about certain people made me realized you can’t have everything you want no matter how hard you try even if you be nice to them. True they’re just friends but you wanted more. You kinda realized you were lonely. Lonely enough to fall for anybody that cross your eyes. Being lonely is a hard battle if you ask me… you try to fight it off trying to be around with different people or staying home watching random t.v shows and etc… it can really be a pain, it’s like you fighting demons because you wanna push everyone away from you and be lock up in your room all day unless you cooking or using the bathroom or leaving for work. You sit there and wonder when it’s going to end, who going to make it stop or will this pointless battle last forever… I have been out of place lately, my mind is gone 24/7 but I realize I just have to act my normal self, and that stay chilling at all times. Hanging with people who has good vibes, try to get my life back on track no matter who I meet, try to force myself to go out more and make new friends who can lift you up, all these things come to your mind so so easy, but it’s up to you if you wanna make that change. True certain people can make an impact on your life and they leave you for no reason( and no I not talking about my ex) got nothing but love for her…. but in the mean time, I’ll see how this battle go. Thank you for reading if you did.

Liquid

Nice word to use, I honestly never hear it that much because people don’t even use it anymore.

But when I do hear it I think of how my daughter at the age of two already loves the water.

I never took her to the beach or pool but her mother does and tells me the things she does. When she able she will send me photos or videos of her playing in the water. I honestly can’t wait to teach her to how to swim. It’ll come in good hardy for her. I can just see her swimming everywhere with a happy face.

We all know it’s difficult to get kids to like water. Even in adult age we still dislike it but it’s never too late to enjoy the water life unless you get hit with hard rain… Not cool.

Just like her father and mother who is a good swimmer too. She loves the water and I’m happy about that. I hope your child enjoy the water and if they do never stop them!

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Awkward

Nice, a word I’m more familiar with. So far 2018 has been an awkward year. Not in a bad way just some stuff I seen and probably will never forget them. 

Like for an example, one of my favorite gaming steamer who I watch a few times per week. I find out yesterday she was a cam girl when she is not gaming. It was awkward watching her last night lol. I’ll never judge her because I know we all have some kind of side hustle and that’s okay. 

Or that awkward moment when you playing NBA 2k18 and someone blocks your dunk attempt in an online game of pro-am. That really do be awkward when you shot or dunk get blocks right in front of everyone but it’s always funny to watch until it happens to you.

Or that embarrassing moment when I’m doing gate duty and an employee or a visitor turn in the driveway to fast and hit the bottom of their car. When they come to the gate I give this awkward look like why lol? you didn’t learn in driving school to slow down before you make a turn? definitely when your car is low to the ground. But hey they don’t care. I laugh when it’s the same person over and over.

You going to see some awkward moments in your life. We just have our own little way of handling it. I just give you a weird look lol like no words to say. I hope we all having a good Monday so far I’m and I do wish you a good day!

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Narcissism

I feel like it’s always important to have self-love for yourself. You should always allow your self to come first in life because you know deep down inside you can only rely on yourself.

I notice allot people in this world don’t love themselves. Like I have this friend who I knew since 2011. Recently she has been working on her weight. Whenever she comes over she asks how her body look? I give her my honest opinion which was a good one but I can tell the comment wasn’t enough to make her happy.

She so stuck on how she looks, she totally forgot how to love herself and at this rate, she is not going to like her end results.

You also have those people who would do anything for somebody else but themselves. It’s sad to watch too.

I’m not saying you should only do for yourself but at least take time to look out for you and you only, unless you got kids. This world is to short to be trying to please everyone you cross paths with. Even for me, I learn just to treat myself besides giving people money, doing favors, taking people out because I felt bad for them and many more.

People will try to use you and it sucks but learns to make yourself a priority and those so call people who care will slowly fade away. Three so far fade away from my life and I couldn’t be any happier.

The rain came back and I’m doing a 12h shift on a gloomy day but I still wish you a good one!

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Complications Of Life

Life can be so difficult at times that we forget how to live. Like I’m sure something very difficult is happing in your life right now that you probably can’t explain but always remember you’re not the only one going through something.

I know a friend who goes through hard times with her baby father but yet she still lives her life, she still a great mother and she still very active in life. That should tell you no matter difficult your life is you can still be happy. One friend is trying to end her marriage and I can image how hard it is for her. But when I talk to her she seems okay and learns from this difficult time she had.

Even for me last year, it was very hard for me to stay patient with certain things in life. One day I was shopping around in the Xbox store and saw a game call The Hunter: Call Of The Wild. Just like in real life, you hunt deer and stuff on the game. Just like in real life you have to stay patient, track, study the weather like the wind or rain and more. Playing this game made me more patient in life and I’m thankful for it. I don’t play it as much like I did but I still play it sometimes.

You also have to appreciate the difficult times. They will help you grow in life. It may take a while but never give up. I hope we all having a good afternoon so far and I wish you a good day.

 

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Premature

I was born a premature baby, but it hasn’t affected me in life. But I do know people who were born premature and they had health problems. I guess you can say I was blessed.

When I found out I was premature, It didn’t bother me much. I was still able to take regular classes, still, play sports and yeah I got hurt a couple of times but I still heal up nicely. I’m saying I was able to live a normal life even though I came into this world early.

Just because something comes early don’t mean it’s a bad thing. Like the city bus coming early can be good or bad I just hope it’s good for you. Or getting to work early is always good. We had this co-worker who came an hour and 30 minutes early and we never knew why lol.

Even my daughter came three days early which wasn’t bad at all, she was just ready to see the world. 

If you were born prematurely I hope you living the best life with no regrets and never allow anyone to bring you down. People going to judge you but hey that’s just life, there will be that one people who will always have something to you and don’t allow them to get to you.

The gloomy days seem to be over in my city, that means a good day at the park is in order and by the way I wish you a good day!

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Infect Life Of A Friend

I’ve got this friend who I have known since 2007. Freshman year of high school.

She was always nice and fun to be around. She was always caring and did what she had to do in life to survive.

This friend recently had been infected with the disease call Lupus and it sucks.

I watch her go through a struggle with life every day. She also a mother and she a good one too.

She doesn’t let this disease stop her from living life. She still goes to work, take walks in the neighborhood, play with her daughter in the front yard and it seems like she likes the beach too.

I learn from her ya know? She goes through pain every day but walks around like it’s nothing and I’ve respected her allot just for that. They’re going to be a lot of stuff that going to get in your way but you must fight through them.

I hope you have a good day, the sun came out today but it’s still gloomy lol. Florida weather is on that bull.

 

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