Life can be such a pain sometimes you know? I know I should be blessed to live every day but what’s the point if you can’t have what you want? Sitting down thinking about certain people made me realized you can’t have everything you want no matter how hard you try even if you be nice to them. True they’re just friends but you wanted more. You kinda realized you were lonely. Lonely enough to fall for anybody that cross your eyes. Being lonely is a hard battle if you ask me… you try to fight it off trying to be around with different people or staying home watching random t.v shows and etc… it can really be a pain, it’s like you fighting demons because you wanna push everyone away from you and be lock up in your room all day unless you cooking or using the bathroom or leaving for work. You sit there and wonder when it’s going to end, who going to make it stop or will this pointless battle last forever… I have been out of place lately, my mind is gone 24/7 but I realize I just have to act my normal self, and that stay chilling at all times. Hanging with people who has good vibes, try to get my life back on track no matter who I meet, try to force myself to go out more and make new friends who can lift you up, all these things come to your mind so so easy, but it’s up to you if you wanna make that change. True certain people can make an impact on your life and they leave you for no reason( and no I not talking about my ex) got nothing but love for her…. but in the mean time, I’ll see how this battle go. Thank you for reading if you did.
Conviction
Being guilty of something can lead to bad things. You wanna try to be truthful in life no matter what.
Telling lies and doing things behind someone back can always catch up to you and once it does, you’ll feel guilty because deep down inside you could have told the truth or avoid something out of your character.
Even when you dealing with other people, you’ve to pay attention to what they say. I’d some told lies to me when they could have easily told the truth and when they find out that I knew, they look guilty.
And that’s always the funny part. Seeing a guilty face when you know you’re right about something or caught them in a lie.
Never be guilty to state your own opinions about something you feel right about.
We all felt guilty at one point in our life and still probably do until this day.
I hope you have a good day and I wish a good Thanksgiving, try not to eat a lot of food lol.
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/11/21/conviction/
Lurking in the shadows part 2
On the second day, his friend calls him back and ask was he ready to go by 9 am. He quickly replies yes I’ll be ready. He didn’t think his friend would ask him again when he already said yes to help but his friend was just making sure.
Winifred his buddy came and got him by 9 am, Vincent the young man was ready to go. But for all the wrong reasons. His plan was to go back and do some more research on the property.
They got there at 9:30 am and started to lift the furniture in the moving truck. She had a lot of furniture left over so it definitely was going to be a long morning for them. Around 12 pm they took a break. Vincent decided to take a walk around the property to understand it better. He pinpoints all the cameras and the alarm box’s around the property. Out the blue, he made a bold move and ask one of the residents how’s the night time security? and the resident replies that they suck and are useless.
He was pretty happy that he got a lot done before he went back to help move the rest of the furniture. He even founds out that the grandmother was staying in a different room tonight. He decided that he will steal the money tonight but the only problem with that, he had to find a way to get in the villa while it was locked.
When he was outside throwing away junk, he notices a side door on the side of the Villa He realized this was the way to get in. He just had to keep it unlock until him and Winifred left the probably. They left around 4 pm and he was able to keep the side door unlock. Now he just waits for nightfall.
I’m getting the hang of this, writing a random story can come to good use and I hope you enjoy the read. Stay tuned.
Moonstruck
It’s okay to feel moonstruck, we sometimes are unable to think straight which cause us to lose all marbles in our head.
Like for an example. My girlfriend today forgot the car keys when she went to the store to pick up something for her son. She calls me because she was a worry but I told her to calm down and remember your steps.
She has not been thinking clearly today and she put the car keys on top of the potato sack.
I was talking to her on the phone so I knew her every move and I kept telling her to calm down and think.
She did exactly what I told her to. She went back to the store went a clear head and were able to find her car keys. She doesn’t even remember laying them down on the potato sack.
When you don’t think straight, you do things like that. So if you ever feel moonstruck, just remembered to calm down and think. Your mind will become clearer each minute.
I hope today was good for you, I’m a busy morning but end it with some Waffle House with my girlfriend, I wish you a good day.
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/11/20/moonstruck/
Lurking in the shadows part 1
On a cold chilly night, a young man is walking the streets wishing he wasn’t broke. He was so tired of being broke, he lost track of his mind.
He often thinks of ideas but never follows through with them because he is lazy and doesn’t wanna earn it. Instead, he looks for areas that not busy so he can steal
One day, a friend call him for some help. Some old lady that lives in a nursing home was moving. She asks her, grandson, to find some young body’s so they can help move the stuff. Surprisingly the young man agrees and tags alone.
They greet the security at the gate. The security check everyone I.d, he kinda didn’t want him to check his but he ends up showing it.
When he entered the place, he notices how junky it was. He also notices money laying around the apartment but he knew he couldn’t touch it.
One hour in, he scans the whole house like he was finna come back and sadly, deep in his mind, that exactly what he was going to do but how? The place is locked down with security. But he notices the security look lazy during the day so he wonders what they look like at night.
He knew he had to come back that night or his mission to steal from the lady house would be a disaster. All he needed was a plan.
Stay tuned and find out what happens next and I hope you enjoy the read. Trying something new and I hope ill be consistent with it.
Finesse
I find it funny that this is the word of the day, I been hearing/seeing it a lot lately from people, music, shows and many more. But when I hear it, the meaning stand for trying to use someone without getting caught.
But I also understand you can use this word in many ways. Like my job, people can say some of the dumbest things and I’ve to sit there and decide if I wanna say something or just keep my comments to myself.
I always keep my comments to myself. Not really worth trying to argue with a person in this day and age. Giving your opinion facebook can also start a random argument or a debate which I always laugh at.
Just let people be and stay calm with a smile on your face. There some bad people who wanna bring you down, which is sad but hey that’s life for ya, just stay positive and block the negative out and I wish you a good Sunday!
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/11/11/finesse/
Whiff
A word I can relate to because of my job. One thing I learn about doing security, you’re going to take in a lot of different smells.
Like at my post I’m currently working, I smell stuff allot. Either it’s from food, bad bathrooms smell, outside smell or just different smells through the shift.
But even outside of work, smelling something can be good or bad. Like if you walking downtown and smell the alcohol on someone breath or smelling someone good cooking, smelling the laundry stuff when you walk past someone house or cloths.
Be grateful that we can smell different things, I am pretty sure without our nose we will be doom lol. I mean just think about it? We smell stuff before we can even see it but we know it’s there.
I hope everyone is having a good Friday. I myself been working crazy hours lately, so I haven’t had any time to blog besides now. In the meantime, I wish you a good day and a good weekend.
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/11/09/whiff/
Spectre
I find it funny that they use this word today since Halloween is slowly approaching us and I find that cool. Just last Friday me and my girlfriend watch the new Halloween movie with Michael Myers.
We both enjoyed it, I do feel like certain people didn’t have to die but hey, what can you say? It’s just a movie.
But going ghost is always a good thing in life. You sometimes have to be alone to regain your thoughts.
Never be afraid to go ghost on people when you feel like you’ve to better your life. Allot of things is happening in our world today and sometimes you just have to get away. Like from social media for an example.
Never be afraid to go ghost on family members or friends. Your true friends and certain family members would understand and wouldn’t bother you. Hell, even now I only talk to my girlfriend, sisters n brothers, a couple of my homies and my grandparents and I’m okay with that.
Just remember it’s okay to go ghost, we sometimes need to have that alone time because only you can make yourself feel more alive and better and if you notice someone going ghost, just leave them be. They doing it for a good reason.
I hope you all are having a good day. The temperature in Florida has dropped lately which is great and I hope you’re having a good evening.
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/10/23/spectre/
Different kind of insect
I snapped this photo like two or three days ago while I was working
I see these type of bugs all the time in my backyard but they always have the grey color with black hairs.
As you can see in this picture, this one is bright orange with black long hairs sticking out. I was busy when I first notice the bug on the ground but I had to let down the umbrella down first.
I came back looking for it and were able to spot it.
If you see an insect that you see all the time but in a different color. Take a picture.
I’m 26 years old and I never saw this type of bug in an orange color so I find it pretty cool.
Share your photos, people across the world love seeing different things.
Mainfesto
For the past two weeks, I found myself explaining things to people that should already know better but they don’t
I’m going to talk about being rude in this post because this is the only way I could relate to the word of the day.
Last week I allow my girlfriend and her friend to spend the night at my place. Let me remind you I’m still helping out my little sister and brother until they get back on their feet. Even though my apartment is already full I couldn’t let my girl sleep on the streets because she and her big sister got into a bad disagreement and was asked to leave for the night.
Long story short, my girlfriend friend had a bad cough and my little brother wasn’t to please with the cough because it kept waking up his daughter and him. I and my little sister slept like a baby so I didn’t hear her cough until I woke up that morning.
He was being rude to my girlfriend friend. Even though he’s my brother I defended the friend. I tried my best to explain to him that you can’t be rude to people because they have a bad cough and you also can’t be rude to people in somebody else place.
Like most people, he tried to make it about himself but I wasn’t having it. Don’t get me wrong. I definitely understand his point but there is always a way to do things.
If you a guess in somebody else place and you don’t like how things are going, always talk to the owner beside being rude. Being rude… It’ll make you look nasty and you also embarrassed the owner.
Been a while since I post something and I hope everyone is having a good evening.
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/10/09/manifesto/
Tree of life
If I’ve had time to chill and relax before work I come to the garden. So peaceful with a lot of shade, you can sit here and think about life, listen to music, read a book and many others things.
The residents at my job take good care of the garden. I always see them cleaning it up and making sure the plants are good. They don’t even allow the lawn people who care for the property to help.
But whenever I do have time I like sitting in front of this tree you looking at now. It reminds me of that special tress you see in the movies but just without the effects. Either way, it’s still a good tree to sit across from.
If you ever come to Saint Petersburg FL make sure you visit Westminster Suncoast and see this amazing tree yourself.
