Life can be such a pain sometimes you know? I know I should be blessed to live every day but what’s the point if you can’t have what you want? Sitting down thinking about certain people made me realized you can’t have everything you want no matter how hard you try even if you be nice to them. True they’re just friends but you wanted more. You kinda realized you were lonely. Lonely enough to fall for anybody that cross your eyes. Being lonely is a hard battle if you ask me… you try to fight it off trying to be around with different people or staying home watching random t.v shows and etc… it can really be a pain, it’s like you fighting demons because you wanna push everyone away from you and be lock up in your room all day unless you cooking or using the bathroom or leaving for work. You sit there and wonder when it’s going to end, who going to make it stop or will this pointless battle last forever… I have been out of place lately, my mind is gone 24/7 but I realize I just have to act my normal self, and that stay chilling at all times. Hanging with people who has good vibes, try to get my life back on track no matter who I meet, try to force myself to go out more and make new friends who can lift you up, all these things come to your mind so so easy, but it’s up to you if you wanna make that change. True certain people can make an impact on your life and they leave you for no reason( and no I not talking about my ex) got nothing but love for her…. but in the mean time, I’ll see how this battle go. Thank you for reading if you did.
The Oaths I Keep
I always try my best to keep the promises I make to my girlfriend, my daughter, and friends.
I feel like it’s important for you to keep your promises no matter what and if you know for a fact that you can’t. Then you shouldn’t make one.
Some people are serious about taking the oath and keeping their promise and you should too. Even if it sounds a bit to the extreme.
I always try to make promises I know I’m going to keep. Simple that way.
Like my daughter for an example, I sometimes promise her that I’ll take her to the park that she loves or take her to the movies. When that day comes, she remembers that I told her that will take her( which I find cool).
Or my girlfriend, when we first got together, I promise her I’ll buy a Pandora set later on in the relationship and I did just that. And she still wears it till this day and still loves it.
Keeping your oath is also a good feeling. Just seeing their smile always reminds me of why I try my best to keep my promises.
I hope everyone is having a good day. I plan on watching soul eater on YouTube until I go home. Came in on my day off. Kinda just started it and it seems good so far but I hope you’re having a good day.
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/12/27/oath/
Boxing the Ungrateful
Nice word to use today.
Earlier today my girlfriend receive a message from her baby daddy mother. It was about the PlayStation 4 we got him for Christmas.
You probably think it was a positive message but it wasn’t. Just negative. She didn’t like that we got it from the pawn shop. We didn’t want him to break it so we thought that will be the best bet was to get a used one.
I told my girlfriend people with negative souls will always have a bad aura. No matter what words someone who is negative use, you just have to box them out.
I watch my girlfriend do everything she can for her son, I even help her when I’m able. But it seems like no matter what you do, their always that one person to speak badly about you then talk negatively like you not there for them when they ask for help.
I know we all have those types of people in our lives and it cannot be help. You’ll just have to box them out. Just ignore them. When they not making your life better or even putting money in your pockets just ignore them.
Negative people will always be around, just box them out and let’s hope they leave you alone.
I hope everyone had a great Christmas and I you a very good day.
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/12/26/boxing/
Holiday
I wish everyone a Merry Christmas and happy holidays to you and your family.
I really do hope everyone is having a good morning so far and I wish everyone a bless and safe day if you’ve to work.
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/12/25/holiday/
Family Gatherings
I remember ever since I was a little kid, my grandparents always woke me and my siblings up at 0700 every Christmas to open gifts.
I remember it was always fun opening up games or getting new bikes and much other stuff I enjoy getting as a kid.
I also remember getting gifts and money from other family members but all that change when I got older.
I don’t really feel the Christmas spirit like I did when I was little but I also know I’m not the only one.
Even though I have a daughter, I should feel some type of spirit but nope! My daughter mother side of the family don’t celebrate and I also work tomorrow so that sucks.
If you feel like me, try your best to get in the spirit, buy gifts for people you actually wanna see happy. If you work? Spend some time with your loved ones before you go and if you’ve kids, be ready to smile and take a lot of pictures. Like tonight I’ve to set up my little nephew leapfrog when I get home from work and I can’t wait to see him smile.
I hope tomorrow be a good day for everyone, and if you can make someone smile, do it! Never know how their Christmas going.
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/12/24/family/
Secretive
People can be secretive about a lot of things and it never makes sense. Well, some do but the rest don’t.
Like for an example, we had this maintenance boss at my job that was stealing money from the company. Not only that, he stole money from his own co-workers.
Like birthday cards, gift cards, free breakfast cards and etc.
You can keep doing bad things in your company but you’re bound to get caught one day. He couldn’t be secretive about being 100k in the hole. He was quickly fired and was ban from the property. Even the contractors he had working out here were his friends lol like man wow, he was so secretive about a lot of stuff that you wouldn’t even know because you speak to him every day.
No matter who you’re, being secretive gets you nowhere. Just do the right thing.
Today been gloomy all day with cold wind and rain. I honestly got wet a little and hope I don’t have a cold later. I hope you have a good night and having better weather than me.
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/12/19/secretive/
Shambles
Wow, I finally have time to write a blog today and it’s the perfect word shambles.
first off I hope everyone who reads my blog is doing good it’s been a month since I post one and I totally feel bad about that.
My job been keeping me really busy lately. I didn’t mind it at first but it has gotten really bad that even I don’t wanna be here anymore.
People are quiting from left to right and it’s sad. One guy I enjoy working with is leaving this Friday and one I dislike is leaving at the end of the month.
That will cause us to be three men short. Even my schedule is getting a chance to overnight shift and I now will be working from Monday to Friday with the weekends off which I don’t mind. But even with that schedule, I’ll still have to do 16 or 12-hour shift because we will still be short.
Even with all this going on, I see it as a good opportunity to make some extra money. I can now spend some time with my daughter on the weekends because she has no school. I can spend more time with my girlfriend throughout the day and I can get some errands done if needed to.
Even with all this going on, there was still something good that came out of it.
Just remember no matter what you go through, there is always something good around the corner.
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/12/18/shambles-2/
Conviction
Being guilty of something can lead to bad things. You wanna try to be truthful in life no matter what.
Telling lies and doing things behind someone back can always catch up to you and once it does, you’ll feel guilty because deep down inside you could have told the truth or avoid something out of your character.
Even when you dealing with other people, you’ve to pay attention to what they say. I’d some told lies to me when they could have easily told the truth and when they find out that I knew, they look guilty.
And that’s always the funny part. Seeing a guilty face when you know you’re right about something or caught them in a lie.
Never be guilty to state your own opinions about something you feel right about.
We all felt guilty at one point in our life and still probably do until this day.
I hope you have a good day and I wish a good Thanksgiving, try not to eat a lot of food lol.
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/11/21/conviction/
Lurking in the shadows part 2
On the second day, his friend calls him back and ask was he ready to go by 9 am. He quickly replies yes I’ll be ready. He didn’t think his friend would ask him again when he already said yes to help but his friend was just making sure.
Winifred his buddy came and got him by 9 am, Vincent the young man was ready to go. But for all the wrong reasons. His plan was to go back and do some more research on the property.
They got there at 9:30 am and started to lift the furniture in the moving truck. She had a lot of furniture left over so it definitely was going to be a long morning for them. Around 12 pm they took a break. Vincent decided to take a walk around the property to understand it better. He pinpoints all the cameras and the alarm box’s around the property. Out the blue, he made a bold move and ask one of the residents how’s the night time security? and the resident replies that they suck and are useless.
He was pretty happy that he got a lot done before he went back to help move the rest of the furniture. He even founds out that the grandmother was staying in a different room tonight. He decided that he will steal the money tonight but the only problem with that, he had to find a way to get in the villa while it was locked.
When he was outside throwing away junk, he notices a side door on the side of the Villa He realized this was the way to get in. He just had to keep it unlock until him and Winifred left the probably. They left around 4 pm and he was able to keep the side door unlock. Now he just waits for nightfall.
I’m getting the hang of this, writing a random story can come to good use and I hope you enjoy the read. Stay tuned.
Moonstruck
It’s okay to feel moonstruck, we sometimes are unable to think straight which cause us to lose all marbles in our head.
Like for an example. My girlfriend today forgot the car keys when she went to the store to pick up something for her son. She calls me because she was a worry but I told her to calm down and remember your steps.
She has not been thinking clearly today and she put the car keys on top of the potato sack.
I was talking to her on the phone so I knew her every move and I kept telling her to calm down and think.
She did exactly what I told her to. She went back to the store went a clear head and were able to find her car keys. She doesn’t even remember laying them down on the potato sack.
When you don’t think straight, you do things like that. So if you ever feel moonstruck, just remembered to calm down and think. Your mind will become clearer each minute.
I hope today was good for you, I’m a busy morning but end it with some Waffle House with my girlfriend, I wish you a good day.
https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/11/20/moonstruck/
Lurking in the shadows part 1
On a cold chilly night, a young man is walking the streets wishing he wasn’t broke. He was so tired of being broke, he lost track of his mind.
He often thinks of ideas but never follows through with them because he is lazy and doesn’t wanna earn it. Instead, he looks for areas that not busy so he can steal
One day, a friend call him for some help. Some old lady that lives in a nursing home was moving. She asks her, grandson, to find some young body’s so they can help move the stuff. Surprisingly the young man agrees and tags alone.
They greet the security at the gate. The security check everyone I.d, he kinda didn’t want him to check his but he ends up showing it.
When he entered the place, he notices how junky it was. He also notices money laying around the apartment but he knew he couldn’t touch it.
One hour in, he scans the whole house like he was finna come back and sadly, deep in his mind, that exactly what he was going to do but how? The place is locked down with security. But he notices the security look lazy during the day so he wonders what they look like at night.
He knew he had to come back that night or his mission to steal from the lady house would be a disaster. All he needed was a plan.
Stay tuned and find out what happens next and I hope you enjoy the read. Trying something new and I hope ill be consistent with it.
