Wondering

Life can be such a pain sometimes you know? I know I should be blessed to live every day but what’s the point if you can’t have what you want? Sitting down thinking about certain people made me realized you can’t have everything you want no matter how hard you try even if you be nice to them. True they’re just friends but you wanted more. You kinda realized you were lonely. Lonely enough to fall for anybody that cross your eyes. Being lonely is a hard battle if you ask me… you try to fight it off trying to be around with different people or staying home watching random t.v shows and etc… it can really be a pain, it’s like you fighting demons because you wanna push everyone away from you and be lock up in your room all day unless you cooking or using the bathroom or leaving for work. You sit there and wonder when it’s going to end, who going to make it stop or will this pointless battle last forever… I have been out of place lately, my mind is gone 24/7 but I realize I just have to act my normal self, and that stay chilling at all times. Hanging with people who has good vibes, try to get my life back on track no matter who I meet, try to force myself to go out more and make new friends who can lift you up, all these things come to your mind so so easy, but it’s up to you if you wanna make that change. True certain people can make an impact on your life and they leave you for no reason( and no I not talking about my ex) got nothing but love for her…. but in the mean time, I’ll see how this battle go. Thank you for reading if you did.

Moonstruck

It’s okay to feel moonstruck, we sometimes are unable to think straight which cause us to lose all marbles in our head.

Like for an example. My girlfriend today forgot the car keys when she went to the store to pick up something for her son. She calls me because she was a worry but I told her to calm down and remember your steps.

She has not been thinking clearly today and she put the car keys on top of the potato sack.

I was talking to her on the phone so I knew her every move and I kept telling her to calm down and think.

She did exactly what I told her to. She went back to the store went a clear head and were able to find her car keys. She doesn’t even remember laying them down on the potato sack.

When you don’t think straight, you do things like that. So if you ever feel moonstruck, just remembered to calm down and think. Your mind will become clearer each minute.

I hope today was good for you, I’m a busy morning but end it with some Waffle House with my girlfriend, I wish you a good day.

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/11/20/moonstruck/

Lurking in the shadows part 1

On a cold chilly night, a young man is walking the streets wishing he wasn’t broke. He was so tired of being broke, he lost track of his mind.

He often thinks of ideas but never follows through with them because he is lazy and doesn’t wanna earn it. Instead, he looks for areas that not busy so he can steal

One day, a friend call him for some help. Some old lady that lives in a nursing home was moving. She asks her, grandson, to find some young body’s so they can help move the stuff. Surprisingly the young man agrees and tags alone.

They greet the security at the gate. The security check everyone I.d, he kinda didn’t want him to check his but he ends up showing it.

When he entered the place, he notices how junky it was. He also notices money laying around the apartment but he knew he couldn’t touch it.

One hour in, he scans the whole house like he was finna come back and sadly, deep in his mind, that exactly what he was going to do but how? The place is locked down with security. But he notices the security look lazy during the day so he wonders what they look like at night.

He knew he had to come back that night or his mission to steal from the lady house would be a disaster. All he needed was a plan.

Stay tuned and find out what happens next and I hope you enjoy the read. Trying something new and I hope ill be consistent with it.

Finesse

I find it funny that this is the word of the day, I been hearing/seeing it a lot lately from people, music, shows and many more. But when I hear it, the meaning stand for trying to use someone without getting caught.

But I also understand you can use this word in many ways. Like my job, people can say some of the dumbest things and I’ve to sit there and decide if I wanna say something or just keep my comments to myself.

I always keep my comments to myself. Not really worth trying to argue with a person in this day and age. Giving your opinion facebook can also start a random argument or a debate which I always laugh at.

Just let people be and stay calm with a smile on your face. There some bad people who wanna bring you down, which is sad but hey that’s life for ya, just stay positive and block the negative out and I wish you a good Sunday!

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/11/11/finesse/

Whiff

A word I can relate to because of my job. One thing I learn about doing security, you’re going to take in a lot of different smells.

Like at my post I’m currently working, I smell stuff allot. Either it’s from food, bad bathrooms smell, outside smell or just different smells through the shift.

But even outside of work, smelling something can be good or bad. Like if you walking downtown and smell the alcohol on someone breath or smelling someone good cooking, smelling the laundry stuff when you walk past someone house or cloths.

Be grateful that we can smell different things, I am pretty sure without our nose we will be doom lol. I mean just think about it? We smell stuff before we can even see it but we know it’s there.

I hope everyone is having a good Friday. I myself been working crazy hours lately, so I haven’t had any time to blog besides now. In the meantime, I wish you a good day and a good weekend.

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/11/09/whiff/

Spectre

I find it funny that they use this word today since Halloween is slowly approaching us and I find that cool. Just last Friday me and my girlfriend watch the new Halloween movie with Michael Myers.

We both enjoyed it, I do feel like certain people didn’t have to die but hey, what can you say? It’s just a movie.

But going ghost is always a good thing in life. You sometimes have to be alone to regain your thoughts.

Never be afraid to go ghost on people when you feel like you’ve to better your life. Allot of things is happening in our world today and sometimes you just have to get away. Like from social media for an example.

Never be afraid to go ghost on family members or friends. Your true friends and certain family members would understand and wouldn’t bother you. Hell, even now I only talk to my girlfriend, sisters n brothers, a couple of my homies and my grandparents and I’m okay with that.

Just remember it’s okay to go ghost, we sometimes need to have that alone time because only you can make yourself feel more alive and better and if you notice someone going ghost, just leave them be. They doing it for a good reason.

I hope you all are having a good day. The temperature in Florida has dropped lately which is great and I hope you’re having a good evening.

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/10/23/spectre/

Different kind of insect

I snapped this photo like two or three days ago while I was working I see these type of bugs all the time in my backyard but they always have the grey color with black hairs. As you can see in this picture, this one is bright orange with black long hairs sticking out. I […]

Mainfesto

For the past two weeks, I found myself explaining things to people that should already know better but they don’t

I’m going to talk about being rude in this post because this is the only way I could relate to the word of the day.

Last week I allow my girlfriend and her friend to spend the night at my place. Let me remind you I’m still helping out my little sister and brother until they get back on their feet. Even though my apartment is already full I couldn’t let my girl sleep on the streets because she and her big sister got into a bad disagreement and was asked to leave for the night.

Long story short, my girlfriend friend had a bad cough and my little brother wasn’t to please with the cough because it kept waking up his daughter and him. I and my little sister slept like a baby so I didn’t hear her cough until I woke up that morning.

He was being rude to my girlfriend friend. Even though he’s my brother I defended the friend. I tried my best to explain to him that you can’t be rude to people because they have a bad cough and you also can’t be rude to people in somebody else place.

Like most people, he tried to make it about himself but I wasn’t having it. Don’t get me wrong. I definitely understand his point but there is always a way to do things.

If you a guess in somebody else place and you don’t like how things are going, always talk to the owner beside being rude. Being rude… It’ll make you look nasty and you also embarrassed the owner.

Been a while since I post something and I hope everyone is having a good evening.

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/10/09/manifesto/

Tree of life

If I’ve had time to chill and relax before work I come to the garden. So peaceful with a lot of shade, you can sit here and think about life, listen to music, read a book and many others things.

The residents at my job take good care of the garden. I always see them cleaning it up and making sure the plants are good. They don’t even allow the lawn people who care for the property to help.

But whenever I do have time I like sitting in front of this tree you looking at now. It reminds me of that special tress you see in the movies but just without the effects. Either way, it’s still a good tree to sit across from.

If you ever come to Saint Petersburg FL make sure you visit Westminster Suncoast and see this amazing tree yourself.

Carnival

I remember growing up I always wanted to go to a carnival but never did until I got older.

I was barely 19 years old when I went to my first carnival and it was fun. I went with my best homeboy and his girlfriend. We also had another friend with us. 

Even for my first time, I had fun, I tried different many foods and deserts. I also played different games and won some of them. I believe I won a big teddy bear for my homie girlfriend since he couldn’t win anything lol.

Never be scared to try different things in life, you never know you might love it and enjoy your time. For example, I, my girlfriend and her sister are going to Halloween Horror night in Orlando Fl, next month. It’s funny that I and my friends always plan to go but never do, so hopefully, I’ll go this year and I honestly can’t wait.

I hope your day was good, and I wish you a good night.

https://wordpress.com/read/blogs/147583099/posts/496

Being a parent

I feel like being a parent is a wonderful thing to experience but sadly in this cold world we live in, some people don’t understand that.

If you live in Florida, then you probably heard of the little boy that was killed by his own mother. She even gave out a fake story to cover it up but fail.

This little boy was innocent. You could tell from the videos and photos he bought life to people. He made you smile, he made you laugh and I know for a fact anyone would be happy to keep him.

His so call mother didn’t deserve him. It’s sadder to hear that she was 6 months pregnant when she did all this like why? So many families would be happy to take care of a child and as a father, this hurts me to the core.

I’ll never understand why people wanna harm children’s but then you’ve to realize we live in a world where people don’t care and will do as they please.

Certain people don’t deserve kids and this story is sad and if you wanna follow, I’ll post the link below and send prayers to the families if you may.

https://on.wtsp.com/2CiAWR6