Wondering

Life can be such a pain sometimes you know? I know I should be blessed to live every day but what’s the point if you can’t have what you want? Sitting down thinking about certain people made me realized you can’t have everything you want no matter how hard you try even if you be nice to them. True they’re just friends but you wanted more. You kinda realized you were lonely. Lonely enough to fall for anybody that cross your eyes. Being lonely is a hard battle if you ask me… you try to fight it off trying to be around with different people or staying home watching random t.v shows and etc… it can really be a pain, it’s like you fighting demons because you wanna push everyone away from you and be lock up in your room all day unless you cooking or using the bathroom or leaving for work. You sit there and wonder when it’s going to end, who going to make it stop or will this pointless battle last forever… I have been out of place lately, my mind is gone 24/7 but I realize I just have to act my normal self, and that stay chilling at all times. Hanging with people who has good vibes, try to get my life back on track no matter who I meet, try to force myself to go out more and make new friends who can lift you up, all these things come to your mind so so easy, but it’s up to you if you wanna make that change. True certain people can make an impact on your life and they leave you for no reason( and no I not talking about my ex) got nothing but love for her…. but in the mean time, I’ll see how this battle go. Thank you for reading if you did.

Mirth

My girlfriend birthday is coming up soon but sadly I’ll be working but I’m still trying to get the day off or switch days with someone else.

Earlier this week I plan a hang out day for us on Friday which is today.  I plan to take her to the mall to buy her a Pandora set, out to eat and to the movies. By the way, the Pandora store really has some nice jewelry. I suggest you check them out.

Her mood changes quickly, she was full of laughter when she was picking out the set she wanted. I guess the workers enjoy her company because it took her a good 45 minutes to choose. She was happy and full of joy when she left the store.

I guess that what happens when you make someone day, She low key going through allot at the moment but still can smile and enjoy her day.

Today is gloomy but that not going to stop me from having fun today and I hope you’re having a good one!!!!

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/07/20/mirth/

Woebegone

Left is too short to be miserable all the time. There are so many things to do in life that you shouldn’t even feel sad in the first place.

If you’re feeling sad, talk to someone. I know so many people who would hold it in beside letting the person know how they feel. I’m not saying it’ll help but it’s a start.

And if you’re able, find the problem of you being miserable, try to correct it. It can be your job, life, bad relationship, toxic people and many more but only you can solve it.

Life is no joke when you’re sad so try your best to be happy, life is better that way and I hope you’re having a great Sunday!! And remember, make sure you smile today!

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/07/15/woebegone/

Abundant

Some of us have a lot of things to give. Either it’s allotted of blessing, stuff, love, wisdom, advice, lessons and many more.

You should always remember that you should share because you never know what someone is going through. We could use plenty of people who care about this world and I hope one day that happens.

Never forget to share, plenty of things can come to us but that doesn’t mean we should never forget the ones who have nothing to their name.

The God’s has shared enough rain today and I don’t even think they done while I post this blog and I hope you’re having a good day.

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/07/11/abundant/

Deviate

One day, you’re going to decide to walk down a path and when you do. Make sure you stand tall.

Allot of things or people will try to knock you off your path to greatness. But you shouldn’t allow them to get close, ignore them and continue on your path.

I’m sure we all had set goals this year and I hope we all on the right path so far. It can be a struggle but we must hang in there because if you don’t walk this path, you’ll see yourself as a failure and you don’t wanna feel that way.

Always be deviant in your path and to never give up. I’m in good mood and don’t know why but I hope I stay like this and I also wish you a good day.

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/07/10/deviate

Gregarious

Two lovers who were also warriors from rival villages who met on a gloomy night in battle. Amaze by her beauty, he didn’t try to harm her and she didn’t attack either because she felt a connection.

They both agree to team up and abandon the war they were in to move to another village that was living in peaceful times.

Even though they were from different villages, they both enjoy each other company. Enjoy it so much they decided to live together. Enjoy each other company so much, they have gotten married after 3 years of being together.

They weren’t from the village but they were well respected. People knew their power but with all that power they hold no threat because they were love caring couple and they also protect the village from bad guys.

Everyone enjoy them being around and they were so well respected, they became leaders of their village. They taught the whole village how to enjoy one another and even accept outsiders and taught them it’s all about love and no war.

Enjoying some good company is always a good thing. We are on our phones so much we forget to look around and speak to people. we forget to enjoy the company with one another but that can change. Enjoy the company around you and have fun and I hope you have a good day!

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/07/07/gregarious/

Evanescent

 I’m going to use this word because of my job.

Most of y’all know I do security at a nursing home/retiring center in St.Pete Fl. It’s sad to watch the resident’s memory’s fade away and when that happens, they are all put on the 2nd floor in the midrise building which is not a bad area. Just easy to watch them.

It’s even sadder when you have a conversation with them and they don’t remember your name even though they say it every time when you see them. Or when you patrolling the property and you notice a resident walking to the dining room and it’s close. They always say that I was late or lost track of time but you know deep down inside you know they didn’t remember eating 3 to 4 hours ago because you were the one who took them home earlier.

When I think of it. It makes me sad but the residents don’t let that slow them down. They still have fun playing cards games that they relearn every day, they still talk to you even though they going to forget less than 2 or 3 minutes, they still tell you old stories from the old days like the 40s or 30s and etc which is cool. 

One thing I can say that I also learn from them. Even when your memories are fading away doesn’t mean you can’t enjoy your life and I like that about them because they always fill with life.

I Hope you’re having a great Friday morning so far and if you have to work I wish you a fast shift and I also wish you a good day!

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/07/05/evanescent/

Indepedence

I was always taught to be independent in life, my grandparents always told me only you can take care of yourself. Yeah, you’ll meet and find somebody in the future but always remember to take care of yourself just in case your life hit a wall.

And they were right, my life hit a couple of walls when I couldn’t turn to no one for help but I always came on top because of the tough love for independence.

They’re going to be sometimes when a wall blocks our paths. Never be scared of that tiny wall. We go through stuff every day but still wake up to fight the same battle over and over and over again. But one day you’ll win that battle because you realize it’s only you holding yourself back and nobody else.

And when you do win that battle, be proud of yourself and prepare yourself for the next one because there is always something around the corner.

I do hope you enjoy your day with some good food/fireworks and Happy 4th!!!!

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/07/04/independence-2/

Rainy days

As I sit here and enjoy this rainy weather at the gatehouse.

Thinking about life while it storms like crazy.

A couple of lightning strikes but they’re pretty cool to look at.

This photo describes my day because I’m in a gloomy mood now but relax at the same time.

Ready to go home to enjoy my videos games or sit back and relax while I’m playing a movie.

3 more hours until I can go home and rest and I hope you can too if you working.

Random blog post, hope you enjoy.

Exposure

I believe it’s good to be exposed to different things in life. On my trip to Va, I saw a lot of different things that we don’t do in Florida but that was the cool part. Learning new stuff in a different state was always cool. The water felt different there, The weather was different, The rain was different and even the heat felt different.

I also enjoy being exposed to different types of food around in my city. Most people always go to the same place which is okay. I’ll just guess you enjoy eating there but I enjoy watching my friends snap chat and seeing all the food they eat by places I never been before. I message them and ask what location you at and whenever I’ve time I’ll go there to try the food myself or with my best friend.  Speaking of my best friend we suppose to be going to smoky bbq place and I never been there but It shall be fun.

Never be scared to be exposed to different things in life. Whenever you’ve time, take a trip to your city like downtown for an example. I’m sure there are a lot of stores I never have seen downtown and I live here for 25 years well almost. I’m sure it’s the same for you. There so many areas in our city or state that we never visit and you should change that. 

Exposure is good, don’t let anyone say anything different about it. Today seems like a very hot day but I’m doing gate duty with a/c so I consider myself lucky lol but I hope you have a good day!

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/07/03/exposure/

Conniption

Many of us always rage throughout the day and we never notice it because we do it all the time.

Take time to yourself and see what make you rage less than a second.

If you were able to find this problem of yours, try your best to fix it because only you have the power to.

Since I’m a gamer, only one or two things can make us rage and that probably a laggy game or when the game has glitches everywhere and the GM refuses to fix it. Or if the game is broken or either pay to win. I’m sure there more for gamers but that’s just an example.

Try not to rage and if you ever feel like you need to just chill. Life to short to be mad at something when it doesn’t even matter.

I hope we all didn’t rage today and I wish you a good evening.

https://wordofthedaychallenge.wordpress.com/2018/07/02/conniption/