Forest eh? interesting word to use today but like always, I have some words.

I never really been to a forest before. I just never felt the need to go. But when I move to Orlando Florida back in 2012 with my ex. The University Of Central Florida had a nice nature trail near the campus. You honestly had to walk just to get inside. 

This trail was a beautiful walk, it wasn’t a forest but they build it like one. The ground had white sand like the beach and it looks so lovely at night time that you couldn’t help but walk the whole time.

The trees were tall and made it look like a forest but they were always good to look at. The trail also had dirt but only in certain areas like wayyy in the back if you did walk that far.

The trail also has little animals but nothing serious. I honestly saw deer the most but they never attack people, a couple of snakes if you lucky, all type of birds and many more.

Oh, walking at night with a clear sky with no lights which the trail doesn’t have is beautiful. The moonlight shines bright like the sun, and you can see the stars more clearly. It’s also so peaceful at night because most likely you’re there alone. 

I visit this trail when I was down and out. Being in it made me feel alive because it was a wonderful place to be. Even if you see other people you can easily hide or just take a walk in a different direction and you will lose them and probably won’t see them again. and yes you can sit in the area. 

Explore your city and find out what forest or natural parks you can find to spend time in and I wish you good day.



Does anyone remember laughter? I was watching a live concert of Led Zeppelin one day and they were performing the song stairway to heaven which is amazing so you should check it out. Matter of fact I’ll try to see if I can share the link and just to give you a heads up, it’s 10 minutes long.

But that is a serious question I ask myself daily because people always be looking mean for no reason. It’s like people don’t wanna smile or laugh anymore, I see this all the time at work with workers, residents, and visitors that come to the property to visit their loved ones. 

If you ask me do I ever talk to happy people at my job and I’ll answer yes I do and it’s always a pleaser because they bring so much joy and you can sit there and laugh about anything. Even some of the old heads at my job can make you laugh with ease.

But that’s the beauty of it if you ask me. Even at that age they still find time to smile and laugh their life away while they in pain every day. Even my daughter makes me laugh the most, funny little girl. I remember when I was teaching her how to do the monkey bars at the park one day and the first thing she said was Be Careful! lol… image being told that by a two-year-old to this day I still laugh.

Laughter is good. I hope you laugh every day and I wish you a good day!



Sleeve The School Days

I remember growing up I never wore sleeves in school or in school period, I honestly hated it. Even when it was cold. I felt like I didn’t need a jacket to wear when it was cold outside. I just hated wearing long sleeves period, until I got older.

Growing up, the old heads used to tell me to wait until I get older you’ll be wearing a jacket just like everyone else. My other family members just call me young bull with tough skin( well some). My grandmother always got on me about wearing a jacket. Leaving for school in the morning when it was cold was hard because she will be up and to make sure you on a jacket before you left her house but I took it off when I got to the bus stop.

High school was always funny to me when it was cold outside. Seeing other students with their heavy jackets made me laugh a little. They always use to ask me you ain’t cold bro? you going to get sick bro, man your bones don’t hurt? do you even get cold? Truth is, yes I do but it didn’t affect me like everyone one. 

Now that I’m 25, I enjoy wearing my black jacket. Sometimes it doesn’t even be cold and I’ll randomly put it on and just chill. Oh yeah, The old heads were right about the getting older part. I feel the cold and it affects me much better now and boy it sucks. Plus I do security and gotta ride this jitney around work so I can pick up the residents and take them to their location and I dislike when they call because that wind chill hit ya hard

I caught the flu for the first time because of the cold weather and that was just last year. I took an hour and 30-minute walk home in 35 degrees weather and caught the flu 3 days later and that shit was depression but I learned my lesson and that is to always take care of yourself no matter what because we only have one body.

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I hardly ever use this word until today. When I see this word I think of one thing and that’s the day the mother of my daughter told me she pregnant. I could use a lot of examples but this is my favorite one.

Me I’m a boobs guy, so when I couldn’t touch her boobs for some odd reason I knew she was pregnant. I didn’t say anything at first but deep down inside I knew she was. I also notice her body was slowly changing. I notice all this just be paying attention to her and I was also worried.

I was able to sit her down one day and convince her to go to a free clinic and get a test and she did.

One day at work she picks me up. I was tired that day because I got called in the day before to work the overnight shift plus mines in the morning. So I didn’t get off until 3. I got in the car, we didn’t pull off at first and I was about to find out why.

She looks me dead in my eyes with a little smile and said congratulations! you’re going to be a father! I was shocked at first that I was going to be a dad. So many questions were going through my mind like are we ready? I’m ready to be a dad? I wonder how she really feels? is it a boy or girl? If you wondering… it was a girl lol.

Either way, I was happy that I was going to be a father and surprise at the same time, even till this day I can’t believe I’m a father to a little girl, She is now 2 and our birthdays are 4 days apart which is funny but cool.

This was the most surprising moment in my life and I’m glad I was able to share it with ya’ll. Hope you have a good day!

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You know… when I hear the word tantrum I automatically think of a little kid who behaving badly because he or she didn’t get what they wanted. I know this because I have a kid myself and two Nephews who are spoiled rotten. My daughter doesn’t really behave badly around me but I’m sure she does it allot around her mother. Same with my Nephews I just say stop once and they cool.

But I’ve noticed other people don’t have that control over their kids. I see it all the time and it’s sad. I’m not saying the kid’s parents are bad but it’ll be nice for a chance to go grocery shopping without hearing some bad kids crying because they couldn’t get this toy or snack and etc. I just give my daughter a bag of grapes or my phone and she good to go lol.

While doing security I also notice that us adults have tantrum from time to time just worst if you ask me. I can’t tell you how many times I’d to calm down a person because something didn’t go their way old or young. I even find myself a little temper headed sometimes but it’s not that bad compared to other people I know or saw.

In my opinion, we all can get a little upset sometimes and it can’t be help. It’s just in our nature to get mad about something in life. Just some can control it better than others.

This is just my personal experience on what I see every day of my life, I could tell ya allot more stories of what I witness at work or home but I feel like this all I should say, I hope you enjoy the read and have a good day!

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Life can be such a pain sometimes you know? I know I should be blessed to live every day but what’s the point if you can’t have what you want? Sitting down thinking about certain people made me realized you can’t have everything you want no matter how hard you try even if you be nice to them. True they’re just friends but you wanted more. You kinda realized you were lonely. Lonely enough to fall for anybody that cross your eyes. Being lonely is a hard battle if you ask me… you try to fight it off trying to be around with different people or staying home watching random t.v shows and etc… it can really be a pain, it’s like you fighting demons because you wanna push everyone away from you and be lock up in your room all day unless you cooking or using the bathroom or leaving for work. You sit there and wonder when it’s going to end, who going to make it stop or will this pointless battle last forever… I have been out of place lately, my mind is gone 24/7 but I realize I just have to act my normal self, and that stay chilling at all times. Hanging with people who has good vibes, try to get my life back on track no matter who I meet, try to force myself to go out more and make new friends who can lift you up, all these things come to your mind so so easy, but it’s up to you if you wanna make that change. True certain people can make an impact on your life and they leave you for no reason( and no I not talking about my ex) got nothing but love for her…. but in the mean time, I’ll see how this battle go. Thank you for reading if you did.